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NINETEEN
03:24
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I’m right at the edge of something great
Right at the edge of all that’s meant for me, oh
I’m right at the edge of something great
Right at the edge of all that’s meant for me
Oh, yeah
I was only nineteen when I moved out of my parent’s house
Twenty-fifteen, had to learn what life was all about
I ain’t got no fam in town
And I miss my friends
But I know a chapter start where the last one ends
Only nineteen, no, I didn’t take the easy route
Chasing pipe dreams and the hope that they would all work out
If I knew what I know now
Would have been afraid
Thank God for the ignorance allowing leaps of faith
It’s funny how I’m scared to be something
But way more terrified to be nothing
Oh, don’t wake me up
I don’t want to think that much
It’s funny how I’m already someone
But terrified I’ll end up a no one
Oh, don’t wake me up
I don’t want to think that much
I’m right at the edge of something great
Right at the edge of all that’s meant for me
Oh, for me
I’m right at the edge of something great
Right at the edge of all that’s meant for me
Oh, yeah
I was only nineteen when I moved out of my parent’s house
Twenty-sixteen, thought I knew what life was all about
But all my beliefs suddenly began to fray
Heart full of aching but I learned along the way
Only nineteen, working with all of the artists
That I played since I was fifteen, listen on repeat
I was living out the dream I always dreamed
While sleeping on the floor
In the corner on a sleeping bag beside the door
Yeah
It’s funny how I’m scared to be something
But way more terrified to be nothing
Oh, don’t wake me up
I don’t want to think that much
It’s funny how I’m already someone
But terrified I’ll end up with no one
Oh, don’t wake me up
I don’t want to think that much
I’m right at the edge of something great
Right at the edge of all that’s meant for me
Oh, for me
I’m right at the edge of something great
Right at the edge of all that’s meant for me
Mm, yeah
So don’t wake me up when I’m chasing dreams
Don’t slow me down ‘cause I’m gaining speed
Yeah, I’m up there, I’m up there
Yeah, I’m up there
Swear I’m up so high
Don’t wake me up when I’m chasing dreams
Don’t hold me down ‘cause I’m taking leaps
Yeah, I’m up there, I’m up there
Yeah, I’m up there
Swear I’m up so high
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2. |
wasteland
03:21
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I spent ten thousand hours in a wasteland
Pulling these strings just to make it
You could see the callous on my left hand
I ain’t never been one to fake it, no, no
I do it for the love, not the payoff
But I know one day it’ll pay off
No more nine-to-life at a day job, no, no
We’ve all heard that it’s lonely at the top
But we’d all rather go and personally find out
I don’t want to say “What if?”
So I’ll spend
One thousand nights in a wasteland won’t be wasted
If my dreams start coming true
These nights in a wasteland would be wasted
If I didn’t see this through
I’m singing that
All I need is to be all I can be
These nights in a wasteland won’t be wasted
If my dreams start coming true
I put all of my love into the music
It turned me to a student
It taught me if you put your time to it, you can do it
Hope these million-hour nights, making beats up on my laptop
Turn to million-mile flights, Italy back to Atlanta
Oh, what a view
I can see it now
I been putting time in, tryna open these doors like
Oh, what a view
Yeah, I’m going for it
I just need to know I maxed out
Didn’t stop
We’ve all heard that it’s lonely at the top
We’d still rather go and personally find out
I don’t want to say “What if?”
So I spend
One thousand nights in a wasteland won’t be wasted
If my dreams start coming true
These nights in a wasteland would be wasted
If I didn’t see this through
I’m singing that
All I need is to be all I can be
These nights in a wasteland won’t be wasted
If my dreams start coming true
These nights in a
These nights in a wasteland, oh
These nights in a
These nights in a
And all I want anymore
Is to be better than before
All I want anymore is to move forward, forward
Yeah, all I want anymore
Is to be better than before
Yeah, all I want is the strength to spend
One thousand nights in a wasteland won’t be wasted
If my dreams start coming true
These nights in a wasteland would be wasted
If I didn’t see this through
I’m singing that
All I need is to be all I can be
These nights in a wasteland won’t be wasted
If my dreams start coming true
These nights in a
These nights in a wasteland, oh
These nights in a
These nights in a
These nights in a wasteland, oh
These nights in a
These nights in a
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3. |
young & jaded
02:23
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I don’t expect much anymore
I had such high hopes and they crumbled to the floor
I had my faith in so many things
I got to try out all my dreams
But it didn’t satisfy
I left feeling hurt inside
I don’t have the faith that I used to
I’m just not as sold as I used to be
I guess I’m young and jaded
Look at me, Ma, I made it
I used to pray for what I attained but everything's overrated
Everything's falling down
Crashing into the ground
I guess I’m young and jaded
Tend to feel isolated
I used to laugh in bright yellow sun but too many colors faded
What did they sell to me?
I need some honesty
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4. |
HEARTBREAK
02:49
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You say this ain’t working anymore
But how can that be true
With all that we’ve been through
Things ain’t been the same since last December
I guess I’m missing you
So, what am I to do?
Oh, oh
Before it was tragic, it really was magic (remember)
And somehow we lost it but, baby, we had it (for sure)
And although we landed on different planets (remember)
You stole my heart and I think you still have it, oh
Heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heartbreak
Now I’m dealing with this
Heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heartbreak
Now I’m dealing with this
Heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heartbreak
Now I’m dealing with this
Heart, heartbreak
Heart, heartbreak
I was afraid to make a move before
With all that I’ve been through
Was scared I’d fall for you
Heartbreak from the past made me remember
That love is hard to do
So I acted the fool, oh
I know it was tragic amidst all the magic (remember)
And somehow I threw it away when we had it (for sure)
But you remained patient for me when I vanished (remember)
You stole my heart and I know you still have it, oh
Heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heartbreak
Now I’m dealing with this
Heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heartbreak
Now I’m dealing with this
Heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heartbreak
Now I’m dealing with this
Heart, heartbreak
Heart, heartbreak
So should I wait on your doorstep
To prove I could love you better
Or should I move on with regret
Let the dust of us settle
So should I wait on your doorstep
To prove I could love you better
Or should I move on with regret
Let the dust of us settle
Oh, now I’m dealing with this
Heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heartbreak
Now I’m dealing with this
Heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heartbreak
Now I’m dealing with this
Heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heartbreak
Now I’m dealing with this
Heart, heartbreak
Heart, heartbreak
Heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heartbreak
Now I’m dealing with this
Heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heartbreak
Now I’m dealing with this
Heart, heart, heart, heart, heart, heartbreak
Now I’m dealing with this
Heart, heartbreak
Heart, heartbreak
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5. |
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We’re all just growing up
We’re all just growing up
This ain’t what they said that it would be
When I was a kid
I wanted to be all grown up
But now I just want to be innocent again
The older I get I
Realize it’s not so fun
I wish I could go back to when I knew who I was
Cuz the more that I learn
The less that I know
It seems I don’t know anything anymore
We’re all just growing up
Bills and coffee cups
This ain’t what they said that it would be
Never thought it’d be so tough
Pills and breaking up
This ain’t what they said that it would be
It’s not what I imagined, is it
And the way it happened isn’t
How I would have planned it
If it were up to me
And it’s not ‘cause I’m behind every Monday
It might be ‘cause I’m torn every Sunday
I used to know everything
(I don’t know anything)
And I was talking to a friend, they felt the same way
Can’t keep up with how my life is changing
If I fall, who would care at all
Is this just part of growing up
Bills and coffee cups
This ain’t what I thought that it would be
I never thought it’d be so tough
pills and breaking up
this ain’t what they said that it would be
We’re all just growing up (growing up)
We’re all just growing up (growing up)
This ain’t what they said that it would be
We’re all just growing up (growing up)
We’re all just growing up (growing up)
This ain’t what they said that it would be, no, no
We’re all just growing up (growing up) (growing up)
We’re all just growing up (growing up) (growing up)
This ain’t what they said that it would be
We’re all just growing up
We’re all just growing up
This ain’t what they said that it would be
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